Wonders .....

This has been another fun week. The car broke down ( it has a temp fix) and today I left the house with sewer water (uckie) in the shower, window open and sheet in front of the door. Am currently looking for a plumbers snake to see if that can be an easy fix ........ In the mist of this I was blessed with a second granddaughter on Wednesday. I can't wait to get my hands on her. I will also be able to see first granddaughter this next week, and of course I had to go get her something else for Christmas, to celebrate the birth of her cousin. Have found a good place in praise as all this stuff is happening around me, kinda fun to be happy and smiling as this that and the next is pulling for any funds i should think i have in the check book ............ Enjoy your Christmas, and for those who read this most of you I'll be seeing you soon,

With sad heart .....

Sad news sometime on Thursday morning, after I left the house Nita decided to lie down and enjoy the sun, unfortunately she could not get up on her own and I didn't make it home till after 9pm to find her down in the pen, wore out. after many attempts to get her on her feet, called the neighbors ect..... it became apparent she was down for good. This was the third time she had gotten down and could not get up, other two times I got to her right away. we had started walking daily in hopes of strengthening the back legs, she was stumbling on our last walk. Nita went to join Kayo, Annie and Savanah playing in knee high grass and forever sunshine. A forever thanks to those who were there to help that night. A special thanks to the one who helped to make my last wish come true.

What

What is gained by the power of touch? Took the inside dogs to the vet on Friday, the entire ride up and again on the way the boxer sat in the passenger seat with one paw on my arm. Every time he changed position he re-established his paw on my arm. Funny .....

What is in the power of the words we use to define our relationships with each other? Been working with someone who I can not seem to do anything right for. When I have asked her what is the problem she blows it if as if there is nothing there, however last night it seemed to leave the room and go out over airspace .... to the extent that I got texted 'What the hay?' ...

It is amazing what people in radio land pick up.

In less than 12 hours I comforted one and pissed off another, both totally unintentionally ... What is it that needs to be said to make the work situation better? How should I respond to someone who denies there is a problem, yet it is clear to people not in the room that there is something going on? What is the answer?

color

color, something we do not often think about, for most of us it is just there ..... till it is gone. then we wonder what happened. Once upon at lifetime ago, I lost my color ...... It took a lot of healing to get it back. Now it is not taken for granted. And the awesome virity of colors out there is mind boggling. Having said that, did you see the moon last night? Venus and Jupiter and the crescent moon were all aligned and will not do that again till after I am long gone ..... and my grand babies will have grand babies of their own ..... Here where I live the sky was clear last night and this morning .... the sky was black and the stars were bright. There were about a million stars out this morning when I went out to feed, pre work. The air was cool, but not biting like it gets when the wind blows. God was very evident with every breath, the earth felt still as if waiting for something ...... It came as a pink sunrise, at one point this morning life had a rose color touching everything ..... you could almost feel the color ...... something that does not happen very often, There is a green color that comes when the weather is susceptible to tornado's, but that is totally different ...... Just a reminder here .... So much of life is a one time shot ..... Enjoy It!!!!

been a while

Lots of things have been going on ..... some good, some not so good .... Nita went down again yesterday, yes I got her up with the help of the guy next door..... I went out later and cleaned her up and gave her goodies, had a good talk .......

Toby is at the vet, his surgery last week got infected and he tried to grow back a ball, LOL. took him in with the help of a friend, hope to get him back monday ......

The weather has been fun, yesterday woke up to drizzle, and warm some clouds .... then it got sunny, then cold and cloudy again with the clouds playing on the mountains, even some stars last night..... T got some really cool pictures of the sunset last night. today is breezy and cool, chance of snow/rain tonight tomorrow.

Can't tell I'm rambling and not going where i should with this .... now where is it I should go?

Waiting for the jellybean to come out and play, she is not wanting to play, Mom is feeling the end of the pregnancy blues, and pains, wish I could make it better for her ... Getting excited to go and see all for Christmas ... This year is going to be tight, sooooooooo it is hand made things for all, expat the grandgirls, they have some bought stuff ............ If anyone is interested I'll take plywood and Yesterdays News cat litter for Christmas this year, for reals.

Last Sunday in group, B made a statement about God's anointing moving away when you fail to do something He has told you to do..... That is kinda a no-brainer until you stop to think about it on a personal level. If I feel like my prayers are not even reaching the ceiling ---- I usually know that I'm out of step with what I should be doing. But do I take imitate action to change ---- Sometimes. What about the rest of the time .....

How important is my relationship with God .............. What things am I/ have I put in His place?
Kinda reeks of idolism (computer says I've made up a word). *** The first thing God wanted his people to know was He is God and we are to look to Him with all our heart, mind and spirit. And that nothing should be put in His place. *** Stop and think about that.

What is it that occupies our day? What important matter is pressing right this moment, that it has pushed God from the forefront of your thinking to second, third or even not there place?

See how easy it is to let God slip from first to ---- The big question is **WHY** do I/you allow that to happen. It is a choice .... What is it that is more important, more pressing, more satisfying than God?

Scary answer? Deep thinking needed.

That would make a neat poster ***Deep thinking needed****

got to go back to work, have a good day.

Yikes, graves ......

I'm working a grave ....... only one, then a short turn around and back to work at 2pm. It is funny all the tricks to try to sleep during the daylight hours ..... managed to meditate most of this evening and finely fell asleep when it started to get dark.... The inside cats thought this was a wonderful idea community bedtime is just what is needed when it is cold. Got the kitten back from the vet yesterday----after @ a three week stay, he has something that caused puss to come out his right ear... the vet can't find the cause, and he started up again this morning. started feeding him softened dry food and pro biotics, will put him on silver water and herbs in the next 48 hours, need to make the tea and water!!!!! This is something that I need to stop and get into serious prayer about, what to do for him and how to stand for his healing. It is funny how sometimes we (me) let something important slide ---- Not taking the time and energy needed to go to God for direction. Spiritual laziness ..... got to be one of the deadliest habits believers fall into......
I am something for a time which requires me to purposely spend time in prayer and reading the word twice a day ..... getting it done once is no problem ---- fitting the second time in ---- gets done most of the time but requires diligence. It amazes me how daily things eat up my time, things that need to be done for shure ----- but----leave me so tired that focusing can hard.
Learning to stop and take the time needed before I become un-focusable is a daily challange, so far I seem to be slightly ahead in the possitive, however that was today. Tomarrow is another day.

Envisionment

Sometime on Friday the neighbors dogs got under my house and got one of the kittens, this is the second litter they have gone after. No I did not see them get the cat: however, they have been chasing the parents in my yard and have been rooting around where the fencing was pulled away from the porch for the last few days. Found the rest of the kittens and one very spooked mama, all ok at this point. talked to the neighbors and they said they would keep the dogs up, also talked to one of the deputies and will start documenting when the dogs are in my yard, complete with pictures .... Think I passed this test with moderate grace, OK maybe not.... I did take the dead kitten and put it on their porch! that was the least ugly of my first thoughts, using the 22 was up there at the very top ..... the dogs are attached to a 9/10 year old boy so I rethought that one quickly ..... And, yes, I took the kitten away before they walked up on their porch .......

While walking the yard looking for the other kittens I kinda looked at the property and the trailers .... It all needs help .... I have kinda sat back and been on hold till June when the other trailer will be empty and the whole place is mine alone ...... special provisions from the sales contract has the old owner occupying her trailer till then ........ She emptied a storage unit and placed some stuff at another location and some stuff on the shared front porch and in the front yard .... I've left it there and added to it myself, focusing more on the fencing than anything else. Yesterday I saw clearly .... UGH!

Now to the reason for the title, Envisionment, spell check just let me know that is not a real word ---- I'm still going to use it. Definition the birthing of and the act of pulling together something that does not exist at this time but will at some time.

The word states something to the effect of ' my people die for a lack of vision', my home and property prove that totally.

I am allowing the whole thing to not so slowly fall apart waiting for June ..... Waiting to define my vision of what I want on the whole place to look like, house, barn, studio, fields and yard ....
That is not working ..... that is something that needs to change, now .....
What is it I want and what little (for me it all has to be little) steps need to be taken to fix this place up? Clean up, take apart, put back together ..... and finish the fencing, which is what I was doing when I found the dead kitten ..............................

I like when things circle around and you know you are finished