Sunday, May 31, 2009

Celebrate


Celebrate the day! Today is an awesome day in that it is .......... (of course the wind is not blowing, the sun is shining and there is a possibility of afternoon rain) .......

I am almost out of the old storage unit and will move remaining thing to a smaller one with the hope of being out by the end of the summer .......

Been finding all kinds of things in boxes .... childhood (my kids) memories ...... books i forgot i had ..... dishes, quilts, artwork and so much more ........ And there are the "WHY?" things ..... (not going to list) ...... if i calculated the cost of keeping all of these things ....... that pottery mug with my blue flowers (the cheap one not the good one) is worth big bucks ...... The Goal is to downsize what is there to fit in less than 1/3 of a 8x10 storage shed in plastic containers .....

Kids if you are reading this time to come and get your stuff ..... blond daughter has the most ..... she said she'd take it home with her when she comes and changes out horses next month. She has no clue what is waiting for her....

I anticipate Celebrating the end of an era ----- storage queen ----- very shortly!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Time Stealers ....


Time Stealers ......
Lately i have been thinking about time ...... the clock is ticking ...... no this is not a morbid thing but a realization about the need to be intentional with the use of this valuable commodity. We are all given a set specific amount of time for our day 24 hours - i believe that that breaks down to 1440 minutes or 86400 seconds ..... taking the stance that on an average work day there is 9 hours used for work time ( i have virtually no commute time) and 6 to 8 hours for sleep - that leaves between 7 and 9 hours to be self productive ..... getting things done and down time ...... how is it that i spend these hours? I'm lucky i have no TV, other than movies and no internet at my house. Soooooooo i should be getting tons of things done, right? As the kids used to say NOT!
So what is it i am doing? To my credit i am running around in circles trying to get @10 things accomplished in a limited time and almost doing it, but is there a better way? In my case the answer is most likely. What is tripping me up? 'TIME STEALERS' ; the following of rabbit trails when i should be focused on the task at hand, not having all that i need pulled together so i can get the job done, not having a plan (in some cases a clue) for what i need done, and the list could grow .... the list of things i want done grows on a daily basis ..... and the thing i need to do just to maintain does not seen to shrink ...... is there hope?
Of course there is. The question is am i willing to look for and make changes? (i wouldn't be writing this if i didn't want the changes, duh) but that takes it back to the question am i willing to make the changes? think about this ..... i want a change but am i willing to make the change ....
Time stealers:
Spending the day reading (my personal favorite), procrastination, not being focused on a task, Facebook, internet games (lol, down time at work!), e-mail, internet period when not used for a specific reason (i can find an online computer... i'm here aren't i?), looking for things that should already be somewhere else, no plan of action ........

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Look at the Shoes!


Look at the shoes .....
This is a serious ceremony, a wedding, dressed in traditional clothing .... well till you get to the shoes (they appear new and white)
What things do we add to our traditions to make them our own, to make them comfortable ..... is that a good or bad thing?

Sunday, April 12, 2009

PRACTICING THE PRESENCE OF GOD


OUCH
I love it ---- there are times when there is no better word to use to describe moments in life.
My current moment is not a physical ouch, it is a spiritual one. (try finding a picture for that)
I have been working on my spiritual journey .... placing importance on my relationship with God. One of the must reads in life is Brother Lawrence -- that man had being in the presence of God down. In my small group we have been talking and learning about spending and being in the presence of God during our days (and nights). See where the focus should be ....
This past week things in life got interesting, someone was caught trying to do me wrong ..... trying to do me harm ..... I of course, am not at fault here. (reality --i did not deserve what was going on) My first reaction -- anger== defensive (how dare you)!!!! then came the mind tapes .....
I was driving into town, alone in my truck, no radio on and venting to God ..... do not know how that still small voice got through (i vent loudly) but somehow I heard ..... Why are you practicing the presence of *******(insert name). OUCH!
Practicing the presence of God is inviting Him into our every moment. Acknowledging him in the moment.
I had been spending time inviting stress, discontent, anger, strife, and all else anti-God into my moments .... all in the name of *******(insert name). That did not leave any place for God. Very big OUCH!
What other names to we, you and I practice during our day? How much time is spent pushing God away so that we have room for ________? At the end of the day who did you/I spend the day with?
Funny thing, when I stopped and recognized what I was doing and gave it to God ..... things changed. (yes for my benefit)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Colors


My daughter took this picture ......
What wonderful colors ..... Just in time for Easter .... Hidden inside the flower is a butterfly ....... Hidden mysteries ..... That was the revelation that first Easter morning ....... Have you taken the time lately to spend time with God? He planned for each one of us before the world began ...... what a concept in pre-planning ..... Enjoy the day!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

observation

An easy observation is that fixing a large appliance is not as easy as one would think ...... spent part of monday gazing into the back of my washer/dryer ...... looked ok to me ..... however nothing happens when you tell it to start working .... did notice that the floor has a fairly large hole in it and should be replaced ...... soon.

Life is full of things that push us to the limit of our understanding. Fixing an appliance or replacing a floor, maybe even events that happen ...... Where is it that you look for your help?

My help comes from the Lord ..... just waiting to see how things work out.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009